Arrows in the heart of Aphrodite [Friends to ?]

Hello. No one is available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone. Hi. Oh, this is so stupid.

I broke up with Finn. I don't know why I'm calling you, but I am. I guess you've just always been there Whenever I had arguments with him, and no matter how trivial they were, you always listened. Looking back on it, I feel like shit. I barely even talked to you about anything if it wasn't my relationship and its problems.

And here I am doing it again. There was something you said last week, while I was crying to you about Finn, about how he Never hugged me. Never kissed me. Never even touched me anymore. You told me I think I could see your feelings brewing in your mind before you even expressed them.

You told me How beautiful I was. You told me that the kisses he wasn't giving me were arrows in the heart of Aphrodite, that That the touch I was deprived of had God herself banging on the gates of heaven, shouting at me to just wake up. Hi. God. I'd never heard something so beautiful before.

I cried even harder. I know it must …

Hello. No one is available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone. Hi. Oh, this is so stupid.

I broke up with Finn. I don't know why I'm calling you, but I am. I guess you've just always been there Whenever I had arguments with him, and no matter how trivial they were, you always listened. Looking back on it, I feel like shit. I barely even talked to you about anything if it wasn't my relationship and its problems.

And here I am doing it again. There was something you said last week, while I was crying to you about Finn, about how he Never hugged me. Never kissed me. Never even touched me anymore. You told me I think I could see your feelings brewing in your mind before you even expressed them.

You told me How beautiful I was. You told me that the kisses he wasn't giving me were arrows in the heart of Aphrodite, that That the touch I was deprived of had God herself banging on the gates of heaven, shouting at me to just wake up. Hi. God. I'd never heard something so beautiful before.

I cried even harder. I know it must have hurt you when I left that day to go back to him. But all I got that afternoon was silent treatment from man who was supposed to love me. And all I could think about was you. How you would kiss me if we were together.

How you would hug me. Oh, you would probably actually touch me. Finn walked up to me in that moment, looks me in the eyes, and You must have saw what I was thinking because you started another argument about you. So I I got up and left. I couldn't stand the thoughts I was having, and he was forcing me to confront them.

Even right now, my hand is hovering over the delete button. I went back today while he was at home, and I packed all of my stuff up into boxes. And, Yeah. I cried the whole time. I was trying to be quick so that I could leave with my stuff before he arrived, but he came home.

He didn't even say anything to me as he saw me folding all my clothes. I think that's actually what hurt the most. He just walked back out of the apartment, and I finished packing up. So I'm at my parents' house Now in my, old bedroom, they still have that old swing In the back garden, do you remember when we were kids and you would always jump off of it mid swing and you scraped your knees Every time. And that's why we had the 1st aid kit on the table every time you came over just in case.

I would give anything to sit with you in that garden again. I'd give anything to have you here. I know I'm gonna regret saying this, but I'd also give anything for you to touch me the way that I always wanted to fit into, way I've thought about so many times before. You cross my mind a lot more often nowadays. When I called you and you didn't pick up, I just sat and stared at the wall for a bit, Playing out what I wanted to happen in my head.

I think I think I wanted you to Pick up the phone and hear me cry. And I wanted you to drive over you way faster than you should have. Definitely faster than legal So that you could cuddle me and kiss me and just help me forget the rest of the world for the rest of our lives. I just I I crave your attention, and I I yearn for your touch. God, I'm so mad for not picking up.

I'm such a mess. I'm sat in a bright pink bed touching myself for you. Fuck. Please. I'm imagining you here, spooning me, wrapping your arms around me, I'm grabbing my breasts.

Kissing my neck. Oh, god. Oh, fuck. I need you. I need to open my legs, to kiss my thighs and taste me.

I need you to eat me out Until I can't think straight. Oh, fuck. And I want you to tease my clit with your tongue. Fuck me. And tell me how much you just love pleasuring me.

Oh my god. I'm so needy Right now, you do this to me. When I was at yours a week ago, and you let me use your shower. I took longer than I normally would. I wanted you to walk in on me.

I considered walking out of the bathroom with no towel. I imagined what your face would look like if you saw me naked. Fuck. I started touching myself in your shower, and suddenly the risk of you walking in was even higher, and it turned me on even more. Oh my god.

In my head, after you make me gum, I wanna climb on top of you To kiss you all over and to tease you. Just tease the tip of your dick with my tongue. Would you like that? Mhmm. Would you like to get down on your knees and worship Hey.

Fuck. Would you like to hold me by my waist and kiss me till I suffocate? Fuck. I'd kill from anything you right now. You know what I'd die for, though?

Your dick sliding into me. Fuck. Oh my god. I'm so desperate. I need to cum so bad.

Oh, fuck. Oh my god. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I'm so close. Fuck. The thought of you wrapping your arms around me and God. I'm oh, fuck. Oh, fuck me.

Oh, Holy shit. Oh my god. Was that too loud? Wait. Oh Oh my god.

Oh my god. Oh, shit. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Let me hang I hate this. How do I hang up? How do I oh my god. What the fuck?