My Kinky Life - Playing with Star

And the really interesting part of it all, is that for some of you who've listened to me so many times, who've let my voice take you down so many times, who I've helped you get into that headspace. That place where my every word is your reality, your daydream, your fantasies. You're so conditioned to touch yourself, not touch yourself to feel that ache and that burn inside of you. Whenever I tell you a story. So I would hope, and I would think.

And I'm really wrong when it comes to matters of kink and sex, and motivations and lust. I rather think knowing it's a real story. This is who I am, and this is what I do. Should add a little bit of spice to it. Because I can assure you, when I'm doing these things, knowing that someone's watching, knowing that someone's gonna hear about it.

Knowing that someone's going to share in on this creatively intimate moment. It just makes it so much fucking hotter. Now let me tell you about Star. She is fucking gorgeous. I I love my tits.

I have great tits, But hers are comparable which is truly saying something. To have tits …

And the really interesting part of it all, is that for some of you who've listened to me so many times, who've let my voice take you down so many times, who I've helped you get into that headspace. That place where my every word is your reality, your daydream, your fantasies. You're so conditioned to touch yourself, not touch yourself to feel that ache and that burn inside of you. Whenever I tell you a story. So I would hope, and I would think.

And I'm really wrong when it comes to matters of kink and sex, and motivations and lust. I rather think knowing it's a real story. This is who I am, and this is what I do. Should add a little bit of spice to it. Because I can assure you, when I'm doing these things, knowing that someone's watching, knowing that someone's gonna hear about it.

Knowing that someone's going to share in on this creatively intimate moment. It just makes it so much fucking hotter. Now let me tell you about Star. She is fucking gorgeous. I I love my tits.

I have great tits, But hers are comparable which is truly saying something. To have tits as big as she does and not to have to always wear a bra because they're still just so fucking perky. We've been friends through, like, 5 or 6 years. I can't remember exactly. I can't even remember the first time I met her, But she's, like, very quickly just became one of those friends.

It's like you can't really imagine life without. They just fit so seamlessly into your life. They're so much like you. She's a lot more spiritual than I am. Sweet, wonderful person.

And for the entire time we've been friends. We've always jokingly flirted with each other, you know? Except to degrees that sometimes go a little past. Just a joke. I remember one time.

She seems to feel free to grope me whenever she wants to. She's, If you can believe it, more outgoing than I am when it comes to these things. And I I remember one time we were playing a poker game and she didn't realize I was playing against my father at the table. And she comes up behind me and grabs my boobs and squeezes. Oh god.

Look at my poor father's face. It was awful. But that's that's my star. That's one of my best friends. And we've had our moments, here and there.

It's always been Kind of clear there's a spark between us. A mutual attraction. A mutual appreciation for each other's bodies and spirits. And I took her to her 1st kink event, and that was a lot of fun. And At one point, we were cuddling together with another guy.

But I was feeling particularly possessive night day. So I didn't want to share that. So it didn't really go much further. So, we've always teased around the edges. And then there was what was it?

Monday night? No. It was Tuesday night, wasn't it? Tuesday night. She came over and we went out to dinner, and we got to chatting a bit.

We had a lot of fun chatting, and one of the things we discussed was, her fiance. Great guy. He's also kind of a sub. I've described my friend Star as more of a switch. But she leans towards the sub she wants to please.

And I could just tell that She really, really needed to get dominated. So when we got back from dinner she was asking me about vibrating butt plugs. She's looking into getting one to use on her fiance. I bought her a strap on and a dildo for her birthday, actually. That was really fun so I'm sad she hasn't used it yet.

But, I took her down into my dungeon and I showed her my vibrating butt plugs. I have 2 of them, actually. And then, of course, I had to show her all the rest of my toys. That's simply like, how many people do you really get to show off your fucking dungeon to? And so I I take her around the room and I'm showing off the things that she hasn't seen yet because she's been down here before.

I once strapped her to my spankmeister. Didn't really do much with her. We were still playing it off as joking at that point. But I had to show her my fucking machine, of course. A recent acquisition that brings me so much joy as I can just Put it up to guy's bot and fucking with it.

I haven't done it to a girl yet. I think that'll be fun too. And I think I have my 1st contender. But, she was very impressed by the fucking machine. You could tell she wants to get on my my fake cock on the fucking machine.

She stated it pretty explicitly. So of course I was showing her all the different controls, like the way to make it go faster, make it go slower. There's like 30 different options for the fucking machine to make it go at different speeds, different intervals, different depths, lengths, different patterns. Rhythms. It's really fun.

Normally I just get it going and then mess with it in between deaths when I'm gaming. And it's really fun. But, then I showed her my latest box of Acquisitions, which is a bunch of stuff for kinky outfits, little accessories. Thanks to my Patreon, I can occasionally buy silly stupid shit like that. And this time, I got a bunch of, like, let's see, a couple wigs, like gloves, like vinyl spandexy looking Skirts and leggings and so on.

Bottoms that'll go really good with a corset. I got a couple of masks And one of the masks, they sent me 2 of the same one. So I offer extra to my friend and she immediately puts it on and wants to play dress up. So I've always wanted to, like, dress up a girl. They're so much more fun to dress up than boys.

So I showed her this silly little strappy thing that it's like it's no bigger than a thong, and it goes around your breasts Sennin goes over your shoulders. But it's literally just 1 little strap. So she took off her shirt and she took off her bra. She put on the little strappy thing. So I find some little ripped up black gloves and never put those on.

At this point, I start feeling it. I kind of toppy, spacey, and I just kinda decide, okay, I'm gonna go for it this time. So I pull out a little, vinyl skirt and she takes off her pants and she puts it on. And I suggest to her that she might not wanna wear any panties because we wanna take pictures for her fiance. And the panties would just not match.

So being a good girl, she just strips them right off. And I pull her hair back into a ponytail and she just looks fucking gorgeous. She has a couple of tattoos and they're really cool and accentuate all the black in her skin. I look around my dungeon which I need to renovate and change the walls and flooring to be more dungeony. Right now I have all the other furniture, but you know.

So I'm looking around and thinking, where can I pose her for optimal dungeony look? I've already put, like, the lights to red. The music is on. When she was the CPT chair. Which if you've never seen 1 is, a chair where the legs go off in a v, And then the arms are up like a T, and there's eye hooks everywhere.

So, I bring her over. I have her face the wall, put her knees on top of the cushions. I pull her arms up and then I take some zip ties and I zip tie her wrists to the eyehooks on each side of the chair. I start running my hands over her Because at this point, I just can't help it. Her skin's so saw.

Her hair smells so gut. And her back is almost completely bare. There's just that 1 little strap. From whatever the fuck that thing is I had her put on. I curve my hands on the side of her back, moving them up to cup those breasts lift them feel how fun and heavy they feel.

Something about the weight of those tits themselves. That kind of bouncy weight. It's so fucking fun and hot. I wanna relax, And I know, my friend. Just like I know Anisa.

I know. The weaknesses and vulnerabilities that lust can bring. I put my mouth right next to your ear, and I start to whisper. You dirty girl. But it's okay.

You look beautiful right now. Just absolutely gorgeous as I run my finger down her back. My fingers dip into a little bit of coconut oil I have, when I start rubbing it over her skin. Just telling her to relax. We're just gonna take some pretty pictures.

I ask her if the zip ties are too tight, when she tells me they feel great. And I rub my hands into her, my thumbs into her shoulders, pressing her head forward as I dig them into the sides of the back of her neck. Just rubbing away any stress, any tension she might have. And all the while I'm talking to her, it's about time we finally got to this point. You know I've always enjoyed your body as much as I've enjoyed you as a friend.

If I close my eyes, I can still vividly picture that time we were skinny dipping at a party, and the way your body moves when you swim under the water, So fucking graceful. And I just know that you're gonna be a good girl for me, aren't you? She says yes, blood. I have to correct her. No.

No, honey. If we're gonna do this right, you're gonna have to show me the proper respect. Say yes, mistress. And of course she did say those beautiful words. I kissed her here and said good girl.

Then I pulled back and started taking some pictures to send to her boyfriend. Well, fiance. I don't think she has the ring yet there so I'm always confused when it hits that point. I took some pictures Then I left her there. I was like, I'll be back, and I left her zip tied to the CBT chair.

As I went upstairs and I was looking around debating, I'm having that internal debate in my mind. It's probably too soon to just use a straight up knife. Let me reassure her wear on my safety scissors. So I come downstairs with scissors instead of a knife, and I start walking towards her. She looks over and sees them.

And then You can kinda see, like, a little bit of disappointment in her eyes. So I put the scissors down and I say, Do you wanna try something else? She's like, What else? I go over, and I dig through one of my bags, and I pull out my thumper, which is this leather. Thumpy kind of toy.

There's a picture of it on my Dungeon album somewhere. But I pull it out and they just show her. I'm like, Just this. She's just like, Okay. That looks fun.

I'm gonna have to work on that. Yes, it's just training a little bit at a later date, I think. But I bring it over. And I started rubbing it up and down her back, Starting at the tailbone, just bringing it slowly up the center all across your spine. Just a little lick of the leather.

I rub it over her shoulder, over those breasts. In front, almost hugging her with my breast pressed up against her back. I bring it under her face so she can smell it. Smell that leather. And they pull it back, and they pull myself back, and they raise my arm, And then smack.

Not too hard. Maybe medium. I start beating her back with it from shoulder to shoulder, and down to her butt which is sticking out from the position I have her in. Just that little, teeny vinyl skirt protecting her ass from my strikes. I like to touch while I beat to cause pleasure while I cause pain, so I start rubbing my hands over her as I hit her.

I start talking to her. I know she's easily hypnotized. I took her to a hypnosis convention though, I've never actually hypnotized her before. And I just started talking to her The same town I'm in now. Just that nice.

Easy to follow. Easy to obey. Easy to surrender, boys. You're doing perfect. Being such a good girl.

Just relax for me. I want you to feel the connection between us. The connection that only grows stronger every time I hit you. I want you to feel that bump not as pain, but as an intense jaunt of intimacy. And I want you to feel each thump against you.

As a pattern, as a rhythm. I know you can be hypnotized by words so easy, but right now I want you to focus on those thumps. Going from one side to the other. Up and down your body. While the pattern's not always the same, the pattern is always there.

That you can always follow my rhythm. Just being a good girl, as I hit you again, and again. And any time it hurts, any time the pain spikes, anytime I hit you with a bit more intensity. I want you to focus on my other hand, on me rubbing into your sore muscles, taking away all of your stress. Let the pain.

Just feel the intensity of it. Just feel the intensity except feel it in my other hand where I'm rubbing you, where I'm touching you, way I'm making you feel so good. Just let yourself fall into that pattern, into that rhythm. Feel yourself connecting to it? A form of energy that washes over you So warm and so nice.

That's a good girl star. I think you can take a little bit more. I think your body is all warmed up. I think your mind is all warmed up. How about it, Star?

Will you be a good girl for me and take some more? And of course she answered yes, so I go when I return the thumper. And I seek a bell for a little bit different of a toy since she is in the absolute fit position for them. I grab my fogger. Well, one of them.

This one is rubber and leather mixed together It has that nice thump that's so satisfying, but it has a little bit of sting to go with it. It's really fun. And it's black and blue, which are my colors. I'll give you one guess as to why. This particular vlogger has a Two finger holes instead of a handle.

They're 2 little loops that come out from the base of the vlogger. And It's just a different way to hit. It's more fluid. And I start vlogging her lightly at first against that bare back. I get a little harder.

I go a little deeper. She's moaning now. Enjoying it. Being a good girl and showing me how much she's enjoying it. And I see the skin underneath the vlogger just glowing and starting to get redder and redder.

It's such an intimate moment, you know? Such an intimate moment when somebody is restrained, completely vulnerable. Somebody that you already know intimately. You're beating them, and while consent is there, at the same time. You're still beating them, they're still restrained, There's still absolutely nothing they can do.

The trust is so beautiful and so intimate. And I beat her again and again, all across her bath, girl across her ass. Until finally I can tell she's starting to space out a bit. And I start to tell her about subspace because you say I feel different. Of course you feel different.

I know what I'm doing. You think just cause some guy hypnotized you at a convention you know what having a dom control is like? Let me tell you, there's nothing quite like somebody that's willing to hurt you a little bit. There's nothing quite like somebody It will bring you down. Not from words.

Not from puzzles that they make with their mouth, but with rhythms and patterns that they can move against your skin. Where the euphoria that comes with a rush after each hit. And I can always take you to a place where you can experience that and appreciate that. It's called subspace. When you've given your trust, you've given your control.

It's powerful. It feels good. And you'll have to be careful, honey, because it's very addictive. Very addictive how good it feels when I control you. Because I know so much about you.

I know what you like. I know that right now you're dripping under that little vinyl skirt that you put on for me. I saw you take your time when you took off your pants, when you put on the skirt. I saw you instantly remove those panties when it was mentioned. How natural it was for you.

Mm-mm, of course that's one of the most beautiful things about you, how natural it is for you to connect with your sexual side. I know everything about you. I might not know the names of your friends, they're families. I might not know what school you went to, but I know you. I know you're submissive.

And I know what you need, more over what you want. More over what you desire. And I can use it to get right inside your head? And fuck your brains out. Just with a few words.

I laugh a little to reassure her. Well, you can already see that she's spaced out from a completely happy nipples perky. Completely mine. I always loved that, Mama. Where the beating combined with the touching combined with the words.

And you can just see on their face, the pierre of worship, The completely unreasonable levels of devotion. Desire to stay in the blissed out place they're currently in. They would do anything to stay in that mindset, stay in that subset. Mad and for that you own them. And they trust you when it's beautiful.

Of course, it'd been getting late. And, a good dom has to make sure soap gets proper aftercare. So, I cut her loose and I brought her over to my massage table. And just started giving her a nice little massage, telling her how good she had done. She was still really spacey, and she's like, I've been hypnotized, but that's just different and better.

And, it was really fun. A good ego kick, as always. But, I started giving her a massage and Had her take all of the clothing off. I mean, she has big tits. You can, you know her butt needs to get worked on.

You gotta get into that sciatic nerve. Put an elbow open there. And I rubbed her all over, relaxing her, Destressing her as we chatted a little bit, kind of discussed the scene and the situation, and to discuss her helping me make a little fire. Which I think all of you will enjoy very, Very much. Sorry, lovies.

You'll have to wait for another time for the sex chapter because that one hasn't happened yet. The way she looks at my fucking machine